then i start to sing worship song, i don't know why.
just feel like expressing myself. i really do love God.
i don't want to be the seed that don't have roots.
i don't want to disown Jesus.
He is my saviour, my hero.
Weiwei ask a question and i seriously think about it.
i will doubt before answering, cry before answering..
i will say it very softly, hoping he will not hear me.
am i ashame of Jesus?
am i willing to say He is God in this situation?
i will be struggling...
why? why would i do that?
i am gonna change, gonna be strong, gonna have deep roots.
yes, this is the weeds i have to pull out.
suffer for what i believe in.
yes, people will say i am a fool.
but its just for a moment, not forever.
i know He is true, i know the truth.
treasures that i have found.
the truth. the talents. the knowledge.
the blessings. the love, hope, joy and grace.
all these that i have found...
i don't want anything else, but the treasures that is for me.
the heaven that is waiting for me, the daddy that love me.
i love God, i am coming back to the heart of worship.
thank you.
-Xiaowei
11:18 PM